Archive for September 12th, 2007

Blindingly bad mood today

No matter how much I clean up, the apartment is always a wreck.  No matter how many lists I make, nothing ever seems to get done.  It feels like I’m always waiting for something, be it needed to cross something off my list or someone else to do something I can’t.  I feel helpless, and I hate feeling helpless.  I just want to be able to get things done so that I can relax.  Ha, relax.

Nothing is fun anymore and it really fucking sucks.

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